A few weeks back, Shahril & I were pleasantly surprised to find out we were expecting.

As I hinted in the teaser in my previous post, we were scheduled to see our gynae this Saturday for our second check up.


But today, at 10 weeks, we were told that it’s not meant to be.


"Whatever Allah takes away or gives, belongs to Him"

The daughter of the Prophet (SAWS) sent for him as her child was dying, but the Prophet (SAWS) returned the messenger and sent her good wishes saying, "Whatever Allah takes away or gives, belongs to Him, and everything with Him has a limited fixed term (in this world), and so she should be patient and anticipate Allah's reward."


Physically, I’m OK, Alhamdulillah. Bleeding not so heavily, ada cramp2 sikit kat perut, a little uncomfortable, especially knowing what’s going on inside, but not exactly in much pain. D&C is scheduled for Saturday. Am nervous and scared, to be honest.

Emotionally… well… I will be OK, InsyaAllah. In time.



Ngah.. TQ so much for this!

5 Responses
  1. ainil,if only i could find better words to say...belum rezeki skarang ni..take care k..have a good rest..

  2. Serene Says:


    TQ so much! I appreciate it.

  3. afidalina Says:

    insya Allah, you both are strong to go through this together. take care kak.

  4. AppleCrux Says:

    Ainil : Sorry to hear abt the baby..Hope you'll get better soon! Insya-Allah there'll be another rezeki.

  5. Serene Says:

    Afi, TQ dear. InsyaAllah, we'll be fine. :)

    Ida, TQ babe. InsyaAllah, hopefully so. :)